Friday, March 20, 2009

Memories







Wow I can't beleive it has been a year since mom passed away, the year has went very fast it seems like it was just yesterday. It has been a year of ups and downs and firsts and lasts.






Firsts consist of, Juston playing varsity football, my first trip to the west coast, first holidays with her gone were the hardest, everyone says it will get easier with time but sometimes I wonder if that is true or not, the sadness seems to hit me off and on, just a word or a conversation can get to me.






Lasts consist of not seeing her everyday, hearing her get on to me for being to hard on Juston, getting mad at Bill and dad and all of those fun things she loved to keep me in line for. Hearing her laugh, and give everyone a bad time, just so many things I can't even think of them all.






Ups were we did get through the year it was tough at times but we did make it, downs were I lost weight which I am still working on.






I am looking forward to the rest of this year, Juston will be a Senior in the fall which I can't decide if I am ready for that or not, another year of football and all of the fun things that go with an active teen, he is an awesome kid.






I was reminded recently that no matter what is going on in our lives GOD is in control and he will always walk beside us through good and bad, I am sure that once this life is through and I move on to the next that I will look back on the last two years and see that he carried me all of the way



he is faithful to be there when we need him and even when we don't think we do.






May your life be blessed by the faithfulness of a MIGHTY GOD!!






Love to all!!



Dawn